Suspended Days
I must figure out a way to work while on hospital watch. By work, I mean studio and art shop.
My dad should be home from the hospital before his birthday. He will need a long time to recover his usual strength but he will be home and he will get better each day.
I must find a way to earn more money to cover all my dad’s share plus whatever he’ll need for recovery.
My mind is so exhausted I cannot even remember where I’ve put things just a few minutes after I’ve put them.
I need the Muji shoulder bag for efficiency.
(I found a perfect purple bag that belongs to my mom and I borrowed it instead.)
Today so far I have:
picked up the laundry
bought supplies for my Dad
bought lozenges for me and throat disinfectant wash for my mom
bought canned peas for lunch
received pet supplies that I ordered last night
received the special oxygen mask that I ordered yesterday
prepared all supplies to be delivered to my dad
visited and watered the gardens, apologized to the plants for the neglect
made a grocery list for tomorrow
will take my shift at the hospital at 3 PM later
ordered from Muji online - 2 sets of the notebooks for selling at the Art Mart plus a file box for dayjob files
I don’t know how and when I can ease back into dayjob again. I wish I didn’t have to.
I need to make fund-raising pieces.
I need time to fix the studio.