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Marichit Garcia
- Jan 29
- 2 min
A Bit of Sunday Syndrome and More Random Thoughts
I have to go to the office on-site tomorrow. It's causing me a bit of stress because it's for a big project that I haven't been able to...

Marichit Garcia
- Aug 4, 2022
- 2 min
To Make Decisions and Make Them Happen
I had come to a decision yesterday about my work and I now need to do the next steps to make the decision happen. No, I'm not leaving....

Marichit Garcia
- Aug 2, 2022
- 2 min
In Perpetual Process
Good thing I've more or less learned to trust my process. It's not a thing that actually ends but goes on and on. When you reach a new...


Marichit Garcia
- Jul 28, 2022
- 2 min
What Happened???
Well, a lot. Including coming upon a crucial turning point that got me a little closer to having a life that is more or less whole or...

Marichit Garcia
- Mar 10, 2022
- 2 min
February was a Tough Month
As you already know, I was sick for a week at the beginning of it. Then my paycheck was cut in half because I didn’t have any paid leaves...


Marichit Garcia
- Feb 26, 2022
- 5 min
Restart
In the first week of February, I got very, very sick. It wasn't Covid. Since my last post, the dayjob work had become extremely...


Marichit Garcia
- Jan 23, 2022
- 3 min
First Weekend: Time Traveling and Tangled Thoughts
The first week of the dayjob has worn me out so badly that I fell asleep right after dinner on Friday night and slept right through into...


Marichit Garcia
- Jan 20, 2022
- 2 min
Day 4. This is hard.
The transition to a full-time work routine has been tough. No art has been made. No anything outside of the work. At the end of the day I...


Marichit Garcia
- Jan 17, 2022
- 3 min
First Day, Full Moon
So it is my first day at a full-time job after eleven years. I had tried to cram two years’ worth of backlog tasks in the last two weeks....


Marichit Garcia
- Jan 15, 2022
- 3 min
A Year of Transformation & Re-enchantment
My days will soon make a significant shift as I slip back into full-time employment starting Monday. Going back into employment was the...


Marichit Garcia
- Jan 4, 2022
- 3 min
Begin Again, and Again
That whole week between the 25th of December and the new year had been a blur. I had to work, with a deadline on the 31st. It was sheer...


Marichit Garcia
- Dec 20, 2021
- 2 min
The Beginning of an End
I have a lot of particularly strong thoughts and feelings today. My current way and days of life are perhaps coming to a kind of end and,...


Marichit Garcia
- Dec 19, 2021
- 3 min
Last Few Weeks
I remain in expectation of a full-time dayjob offer. It was supposed to come just this past week but I assume things have gotten hectic...

Marichit Garcia
- Dec 13, 2021
- 2 min
Take the Time. Take the Path.
Yesterday’s art market turned out well. I already earned back the fees for 2.5 out of 3 days. So the next two selling days this weekend...


Marichit Garcia
- Dec 12, 2021
- 2 min
First Time Again
All weekend art markets were put on hold for almost two years since the pandemic started. Today I join one as quarantine continues to...


Marichit Garcia
- Dec 4, 2021
- 4 min
How Did 2021 Go?
As far as I am concerned, 2021 was as tough as if not tougher than 2020. The situations were different but the anxiety and stress were at...


Marichit Garcia
- May 28, 2021
- 1 min
Empty
I just got through another harrowing deadline. Spent Monday to Thursday with hardly any sleep to complete a sideline report that did not...


Marichit Garcia
- May 22, 2021
- 2 min
Tired, Broke, Unhappy
I am keeping my fingers crossed that the "broke" part will be resolved very, very soon. I've sent out requests for two paychecks. One...


Marichit Garcia
- May 20, 2021
- 2 min
Hello Again, Insomnia
My insomnia has outdone itself last night. Absolutely zero sleep. Not even a half-hour of peaceful rest or reprieve. My head hurts now,...


Marichit Garcia
- Oct 31, 2020
- 2 min
Hollow
I hate it when a whole month passes by and I don’t even realise it because I have been trapped within the life-devouring grip of dayjob...