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Marichit Garcia
- Apr 23
- 2 min
In that limbo space between exhaustion and sleep
I just had a three-day weekend during which I worked. There was a situation at work that led to my working too many extra hours. I am...


Marichit Garcia
- Feb 19
- 3 min
A Life on a Tightrope
One wrong move, one miscalculation of balance, and I fall and I perish. This blog entry will be a lament. But maybe I will find a bright...


Marichit Garcia
- Feb 15
- 2 min
A Break Day
Sort of. Because I'm still popping in for a couple of Teams meetings for work but -- and this is a big deal -- I don't mind. My work...


Marichit Garcia
- Nov 30, 2022
- 1 min
Fighting through the fog of fatigue
Sometime within the day I should have a longish post. It's a local holiday today so I get to take a little break from work although I...

Marichit Garcia
- Sep 3, 2022
- 2 min
A Turn & a Leap
Imagined futures. That's my lifeline thrown to my future selves, hoping at least one of them will catch the other end. This is more than...

Marichit Garcia
- Aug 4, 2022
- 2 min
To Make Decisions and Make Them Happen
I had come to a decision yesterday about my work and I now need to do the next steps to make the decision happen. No, I'm not leaving....

Marichit Garcia
- Aug 3, 2022
- 2 min
Going for it
Signed up for the full weekend on Aug 6-7. Saturday is a make-up day for last Saturday's canceled event. Sunday is an extension day. I...

Marichit Garcia
- Aug 2, 2022
- 2 min
In Perpetual Process
Good thing I've more or less learned to trust my process. It's not a thing that actually ends but goes on and on. When you reach a new...

Marichit Garcia
- Mar 10, 2022
- 2 min
February was a Tough Month
As you already know, I was sick for a week at the beginning of it. Then my paycheck was cut in half because I didn’t have any paid leaves...


Marichit Garcia
- Feb 26, 2022
- 5 min
Restart
In the first week of February, I got very, very sick. It wasn't Covid. Since my last post, the dayjob work had become extremely...


Marichit Garcia
- Jan 23, 2022
- 3 min
First Weekend: Time Traveling and Tangled Thoughts
The first week of the dayjob has worn me out so badly that I fell asleep right after dinner on Friday night and slept right through into...


Marichit Garcia
- Jan 20, 2022
- 2 min
Day 4. This is hard.
The transition to a full-time work routine has been tough. No art has been made. No anything outside of the work. At the end of the day I...


Marichit Garcia
- Jan 17, 2022
- 3 min
First Day, Full Moon
So it is my first day at a full-time job after eleven years. I had tried to cram two years’ worth of backlog tasks in the last two weeks....


Marichit Garcia
- Jan 15, 2022
- 3 min
A Year of Transformation & Re-enchantment
My days will soon make a significant shift as I slip back into full-time employment starting Monday. Going back into employment was the...


Marichit Garcia
- Jan 4, 2022
- 3 min
Begin Again, and Again
That whole week between the 25th of December and the new year had been a blur. I had to work, with a deadline on the 31st. It was sheer...


Marichit Garcia
- Dec 20, 2021
- 2 min
The Beginning of an End
I have a lot of particularly strong thoughts and feelings today. My current way and days of life are perhaps coming to a kind of end and,...


Marichit Garcia
- Dec 19, 2021
- 3 min
Last Few Weeks
I remain in expectation of a full-time dayjob offer. It was supposed to come just this past week but I assume things have gotten hectic...


Marichit Garcia
- Aug 24, 2021
- 3 min
A Trail to Follow and Flow Through
Since last week I’ve been in a very “flowing” state and it has been difficult to get into a dayjob mode. The flowing has to do more with...


Marichit Garcia
- Aug 23, 2021
- 4 min
Small Upheavals
There was a kind of turning point more than a week ago. (I burst into a long flood of tears.) And then I just couldn’t go on in exactly...


Marichit Garcia
- Aug 10, 2021
- 2 min
The Forest Wants Today
Yesterday was quite good. I finally got around to fixing the tiny balcony again. It’s not yet done but it’s fixed enough for me to be...